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Bad Decisions
Wednesday, 17 December 2008
Well, I've just finished typing up a nice email apologising to my tutor for sending an email to him in the middle of the night which contained an improvised wrap I had wrote for him.
Sending it has easily been one of my worst decisions so far this week, which has included some bad choices.
For instance, I've barely got my work done. I just ignored it. I've been working hard whilst not going to uni and I'm still behind. Staying off itself is a bad decision in itself. It's odd how your first response to a depressing situation can be to lock yourself in with it, alone. As Aaron would say: "Hmmmm." Or, more likely, he'd probably say: "Shut up, Adam," for whatever reason.
You see, sometimes you make a bad decision and the cosmos (or whatever) lets you off with it. You get a free pass. You go to bed and awaken to find a new positive spin on life. Sometimes, though, you'll wake up to find that a problems being held against you. And, I've had a fair few of the latter type recently.
However, when you get these situations, you just have to puff out your chest, look strong, and tackle the situation head on. Get out there and wrestle it to the ground. You're not getting forgiven your sins today, so you just have to make the best of it, even if it exposes you to some sort of embarrasment, or hurt. Because that's life. I'm trying, of course. Some are sorted.
Ah, I'm glad for the Christmas break's impending arrival. It'll be good to have a rest, get stuff sorted, and come back refreshed next year. I'll have the house to myself, too. I'll also get the chance to catch up with the older gang of people who all left for Uni this/last year, who're all heading home for the festive season.
Dr Who is on, too. I don't need to explain how happy this makes me inside.
Once again I beg forgiveness from the mighty Terry. Who, despite what my email said, I quite respect and like. I'm quite proud, though, tha even though I was of altered state at the time, I still came up with this classic opening:
"Yo Terry, Nobody turned up for your court visit,
It's a sure sign nobody cares, isn't it?"
Word. And, like I find myself thinking when looking back on last Saturday-- the start of a series of unfortunate events -- it just got worse from there. Lets just try to laugh about it, aye?
Take care xx
PS Enjoy the holidays, no matter what your faith/perspective/opinion on it is. It's time off to spend with the people you love, whatever the situtation, wether you take part or not. Well that's what I think. I don't even care, I just want Dr Who to be on, really.
Entry by Adam
Comments (1)
Since Wednesday, 17 December 2008
17 December 2008 at 13:07
If your not a Dyke
Your a look a like right
House full of fucking dykes
i wish they'd take off and fuck off on their bikes
Bitches if your wiling to come over to my place
at least be ready to sit on my face
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